Dean Gaffney feared brain damage after car crash
Feb. 10, 2013, 6:29 AM EST
British actor Dean Gaffney was convinced he would be left brain-damaged
after his car crash last month (Jan13) and has branded himself "an idiot" for
not wearing a seat belt. The star, best known for his role on U.K. soap opera
EastEnders, was hospitalised on 30 January (13) after his Mini Cooper vehicle
smashed into a steel barrier in Derby, England. He has now spoken for the first
time about the horrific accident, revealing the car's airbags did not deploy
because he wasn't wearing his seat belt. He smashed his head on the steering
wheel, leaving him with a huge gash on his forehead which had to be stitched up
by doctors. Gaffney insists he was terrified as he was cut free from the
wreckage of the crash, and feared he would be left brain damaged by his head
injury. He tells Britain's The Sun newspaper, "I'm an idiot. I should be dead...
I wasn't wearing my seat belt so the airbags didn't go off and I smashed my head
into the steering wheel... I was hysterical... I was crying like a baby and
pleading with the paramedics to save me... I was covered in blood and I just
kept saying... 'Don't let me die, please don't let me die'... "They were saying
'We know you've had a bad head injury...' I just panicked... I feared the worst.
I though, 'That's it. I'm brain-damaged.'" Gaffney did not suffer brain damage,
but he has been left with a nasty scar and he admits fearing the injury could
have cost him his acting career: "I kept thinking, 'Oh my God, my career is my
face.' I was scared my injuries would have disfigured me so much my acting
career would be dead.'"